One week from right now I will be checking in to the hospital to begin the process to transform
my life from here on. So excited and anxious. Not nervous yet. Probably once I get in there I will be
but I am so very determined.
I had an almost mishap yesterday with food. And such an odd one. You know how you go to get something and grab this or that and not really thinking, well, while making mac & cheese for my
family for dinner, I was slicing some Velvetta to put into a bowl to soften for it.
Before I knew it, it was almost in my mouth. YIKES!! I quickly put it down then nearly
cried because of wanting some so very bad. Such an odd thing. Ever since my daughter,
Ashley was little, when we would slice it to use, I would always holler for her and we would
have a slice (or two lol). But . . . I will have it again. Just a taste here and there, but a taste
is all that it actually lasts anyway.
You know the old saying that's been around forever - a moment on the lips - forever on the hips!
I am thinking, touch your tongue with a lick of something, and enjoy, but only swallow what's
healthy. lol! Some things you can do that with and some have to be devowered. lol!